It was a year ago on March 6 that my dear mother passed away. She had been pretty healthy, except for the week before she died. That week was the hardest, saddest week of my life. In some ways it was harder than the week after she died. See my reflections: A post to honor my Mom and Smiles admist the tears.
I was dreading this time since I was afraid that all the sadness would come rushing back. I have been pleasantly surprised that this did not happen. As most of you probably know, I am a deeply religious person and take great comfort in my faith. I felt that Mom was with me this week and helping me be at peace.
What I feel this week is a great sense of relief. I am relieved that my mother is no longer suffering. I am relieved that I no longer have to worry about her and what will happen to her. I still miss her a lot and think of her every day but it is without too much pain or sadness.
The grief process is an interesting journey and I think I can say now that I am glad to be on this journey. I’ve discovered a new way of being with my mother.
What do you do to get you through those tough times in your life?
SumitOfficial
March 1, 2017
I’m really sorry for the loss of your mother, Nancy. I know how it feels when the dearest one went away from us forever.
May God bless her soul.
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Nancy Loderick
March 1, 2017
Hi SummitOfficial,
Thank you so much for your kind comment.
Nancy
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Judith Brady
March 1, 2017
You express the myriad emotions surrounding your Mom’s death so well. I totally understand and empathize with your feelings of missing her along with the relief that she is no longer suffering and the relief from the worry about her. She is forever in your heart ,Nancy and knowing you ,the wonderful way you live your life is the best tribute to her memory!
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Nancy Loderick
March 1, 2017
Thank you Miss Judi! 🙂
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Seyi sandra
March 1, 2017
I’m really sorry for your loss Nancy. I know the feeling, I still miss my dad everyday. She has you still, and your life is a mirror of her own. Cherish the loving memories of her, they’re yours forever.
Take heart dear friend!
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Nancy Loderick
March 1, 2017
Hi Seyi,
Thank you so much for your kind words. I appreciate it.
Nancy
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Ken Loderick
March 1, 2017
Such a very nice tribute to your mom!
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Nancy Loderick
March 1, 2017
Thanks Mr. Ken! 🙂
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Ralph
March 1, 2017
Of course you will always miss your mum dear Nancy and in writing this post it must help you immensely. Chin up my friend ❤
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Nancy Loderick
March 6, 2017
Thank you dear friend Ralph! 🙂
Nancy
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Bea dM
March 5, 2017
Spirituarlity definitely helps in dealing with the death of loved ones. You’ll probably find that your mother will somehow … accompany you for the rest of your days, and that the pain will gradually give way to just feeling connected.
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Nancy Loderick
March 6, 2017
Hi Bea,
Thanks for the kind words.
Nancy
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