I just got back from a 3 day prayer and meditation retreat. Cell phones were not allowed and nor was there computer access.
The retreat was held in a leafy suburb of Boston. The grounds were magnificent! Even though the Boston suburbs are built up, once you were on the property, you felt as though you were deep in the country side. The picture below doesn’t do it justice.
And the silence; no traffic noise; no sirens. Quiet in the retreat house. Complete silence. The rooms were very basic, but you know what? I didn’t even notice that. It was just so peaceful and beautiful, nothing else mattered.
Our retreat started on Thursday night. We were to maintain complete silence until Friday morning. I did not have an auspicious start to the weekend. I get back to my room and go to pull the shades down and the entire window treatment, shades, curtains, and curtain rods, comes crashing down. The retreat house is a lovely old building with huge windows; the windows were about twice as big as normal windows. So there was a very big noise when everything came crashing down.
Since we were in silent mode, I couldn’t even ask for help in putting everything back. With my curtainless window, I enjoyed a magnificent view of the clear, starry sky. What a wonderful way to calm my mind and help me sleep.
I learned some very valuable and surprising lessons this weekend.
With silence, you have to face what is really going on in your mind. You can’t distract yourself by mindlessly browsing the Internet or mindless TV watching. I thought I would feel anxious since I was away from all my comforts. Just the opposite happened. I have never felt such a sense of calmness and peace.
Silence teaches you what is important. Of course there was a contact number so we could be reached in case of an emergency. That certainly put my mind at ease and I didn’t have to worry about something happening to my dear 93 year old mother. Other than that, I didn’t need a phone.
Silence helps you prioritize. Knowing that I would be going off-line, I got lots done in the days leading to the retreat. I am in the midst of a rather challenging project and I have a lot of pieces to juggle. But you know what? Things ran smoothly in my absence, thanks to my preparation and an awesome team. Now if only I could be that productive all of the time.
Something magical starts to happen when you are in silence. Your mind and heart are opened and you feel more alive.
Even returning back to the real world on Sunday wasn’t a shock. Several days later, I still feel the calmness of the retreat.
Have you ever gone on a retreat? If so, what was your experience?
sdalton43
November 4, 2015
Nancy:
I’ve been on many retreats, and the Campion Center is one of my favorite retreat locations. It really is beautiful. One of the things that always touches me deeply while I’m there is attending daily Mass and seeing the tender care the Jesuits show to their elderly brothers. It always brings me to tears.
I’m very grateful that you had the chance to immerse yourself in blessed silence. Your post reminds me of a saying attributed to Mother Teresa: “The fruit of silence is prayer. The fruit of prayer is faith. The fruit of faith is love. The fruit of love is service. The fruit of service is peace.”
Perhaps, if we desire peace in our lives and in our crazy and violent world, silence would be a great place to start.
Blessings,
Steve
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Nancy Loderick
November 4, 2015
Hi Steve,
This was my first retreat and it was wonderful. I, too, just love the Campion Center. It is so beautiful and peaceful there. I also love the old building; it reminds me of my dorm at college.
I hope to return there in the spring for another retreat.
Blessings,
Nancy
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Bea dM
November 5, 2015
As a child, I had to go on a number of retreats, complete with silence, crack of dawn Masses and fasting. We chafed at the silence and would cheat around the end, the point of it all didn’t get through to us…As an adult, I’ve gone to many Buddhist retreats, where there was a mix of group meditation and chanting, getting guidance, lectures and group projects. And wonderful food “to feed your spirit”. We’d all leave radiating a calm but powerful energy. You’ve reminded me it’s been years, and it could be an excellent idea to look one up for next year. Thanks lots for sharing!
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Nancy Loderick
November 10, 2015
HI Bea,
I am so glad that you found retreats that truly fed your soul. The wonderful feeling of calmness, yet powerful and healing energy is truly miraculous.
I hope you get a chance to go on another retreat soon.
Nancy
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Bea dM
November 10, 2015
yes thanks, so do I !
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socialbridge
November 5, 2015
Hi Nancy, this sounds great. No, no retreats except religious ones in school which were a different matter altogether!
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Nancy Loderick
November 10, 2015
Hi Jean,
Yes, isn’t it funny how “forced” retreats create such unpleasant memories, while planned and welcomed retreats have just the opposite effect?
Nancy
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